Me!!!!

Hiiiiii, so this is my first blog and i really have no clue what i'm doing so i'm just gonna wing it. I really started this because i need to find more construtive ways to vent out my anger without breaking stuff and snatching bitches. I hope this helps me get all that under control cause truth be told im getting a little to old for all the fighting and arguing and all that other extra shit. So hopefully this is the start of something better for me because i know we all have that "Bitch Mode" but i can only speak for myself when i say thats not me. I use to be the bubbly, fun, funny, positive guy EVERYONE likes to be around but now i feel everyone wants to be around me cause that nice guy has sooooooo much attitude we wanna see what he's gonna do next. I do have my mothers no bitchassness attitude but i really don't like showing that side of me. onec it gets that far i'm good for doing anything cause i bottle stuff up on the inside and become a ticking time bomb and once the fuse is lit there's now stopping it. Hopefully while doing this ican get back in touch with me n block everyone else out cause this shits not healthy. Welp gotta work at midnight so im signing off for now. Be Blessed <3